Dizzy Fingers

Why Dizzy Fingers? It’s simple, actually. As a musician who suffers from a Vestibular Disorder, the constant state of “dizziness” in my head has the potential to wreck havoc on my ability to play the organ and piano. It has indeed done so in the past, and when I let my guard down, continues to do so. I will explore how I overcome this in future posts, but for now I will just say that it is a constant struggle between my brain, eyes, and fingers.

I hope that this blog will serve as an inspiration for other “vesties” (those who suffer from a vestibular disorder), to show that this life-changing disorder does not have to be life-ending, but perhaps just the beginning of a new phase of one’s life.

Along the way I’ll tell my own story, which is similar to the stories of so many other vesties. I’ll relate my initial worries and sorrows, through acceptance and determination, to the success story that I consider myself to be today. Along the way I’ll discuss vestibular disorders, how they are diagnosed, and how one can adapt to their new “normal.”

I intend for this to be a voyage of discovery, and I hope that others will share their stories as well. Not just vesties, but also those of you who are our all-important support system. Family, friends, fellow vesties, all of us have a story to tell, and I intend for this to be a forum where we can exchange coping ideas & tips, and provide support.

Oh, and before I forget…”Dizzy Fingers” – named for the novelty piano “rag” by the great Edward Elzear “Zez” Confrey, published in 1923. I’m working on it, and as soon as I have it up to tempo I’ll record a video and post it here. Be patient, as my brain, eyes, and fingers don’t always play well together.

Thanks for looking in!